My facial expression

I take pictures of my face by digi-cam everyday.
I started it at May 31th, so it is going to be for three months.

Has my facial expression changed or not?
I think (believe) my facial expression becomes better than before.

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I heard a news from a friend.
He has got a new job!

I am very very happy to hear that!

The Sky

This morning, the bule of sky has changed from yesterday.
It is very clear and looks very high.
The clouds are witer than last week and move fast.

The rainy season has finished!

Our morning

My daughter Ayuko always says to me "Dad, I hate you, I love mam!".
I say to her "You hate me. But I love you."

And when I'm going to leave home, she says "Dad, play with me!".
I play with her watching clock.

These are our morning conversation.

Sadness of dad...

This morning, my daughter Ayuko said, "I am wrinting a letter for
Koutaro-kun."

and said "I love Koutaro-kun."

It's too early to come such a situation to me.

This is a (good) pen.

I found a good pen for writing lettes.

SAILOR fountain pen for comics is the name of the pen.

I can write the letters smoothly and the written line is very sharp.

I become happy when I find a good and new product!

Yodobashi Camera

This morning,
I went to Yodobashi Camera with a trouble of my video camera.

The staffs, Ishimoto-san, Wada-san, Matsukawa-san and Nakamae-san,
helped (saved) me very very much!

Thank you for your efforts.

Bill Gates

I was surprised when I saw the photo of Bill Gates.

Young Bill Gates was very beautiful.

Bill Gates in the photo was about twenty years old.

His face in the photo showed his will straightly and clearly.

Ayuko said...

Yesterday, my daughter Ayuko said.
"I will cook dinner with mum when I grow up"
I have been happy to hear that.

And she promised me to make a coffee for me every day.
I am looking forward to the day.

The swinging pendulum

This morning, I thought about pendulum.

Person's mind, heart moves like a swinging pendulum.

Someone's mind swings lively,
another one's swings calmly.

The person who lives his/her life by himselft/herself lets
his/her mind or heart swing consciously.

Many people don't realize the moves of his/her mind.

In my case, I usually try to keep my mind on one side,
and sometime I cut the line of the pendulum.

I start let my heart swing like pendulum lively.

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Scaring father

A few days ago, my daughter Ayuko said, "Father, you are scaring me".
I asked her "What is scaring you about me?"
She answered "Your eyes…."

I've tried to have enough sleep in these days.
Finally Ayuko hugged me this morning.

She is the best checker of my condition.

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The breakfast on 6th of March

I had two bowls of rice and bean paste.
Japanese style pan-cake "Okonomiyaki"
Sardine boiled with sweet sauce.

And a cup of coffee.


I didn't have enough time to have breakfast calmly.



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The breakfast on 5th of March

A bowl of rice and a half cut of roasted grunt fish.
Two piece of bread and a cup of coffee.
Cutted bananas and apples.


I had the grunt fish with daughter AYUKO.
She cannot use the chopsticks to eat fishs.
I let her eat the pieces of fish.

She said "It's very delicious! I want to be able to eat fish by myself."
I was very happy to heat that.


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The breakfast on 4th of March

One bowl of rice steamed with vegetables, carrot, burdock,
leafs of burdock, thin fried tofu,boiled and dried baby sardines.

A soup of seasoned with beab paste.
Fried chikens with lettuce and, tomato and salad of macaroni.
These were the dinner of last night. I didn't have theme, so
I had them as today's breakfast.

Orange, one peace of bread with coffee.

Ayuko had a plan to go kindergarden's introductory entrance today.


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Today's Breakfast 3rd on March

One and half bowl of rice.
Stir-fried burdock and carrot with sesame.
Sardine boiled with sweet sauce.
Fried sausage, Japanese omlet, chikuwa and cucumber.
These are lunch box menu.
Apple and banana and a cup of coffee.

We talked about today's schedule.
My daughter Ayuko was going to go swiming school today.
She said "Do my best!" raising her fist over her head.
I said "Do my best on my work!" with same pose.


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Today's Breakfast 2nd of March

My breakfast of this morning were....

A bowl of rice and natto with green onion.
Spinach seasoned with sesami, Japanese omelet and grilled chiken.
(These were menu of today's lunch box.)
Cutted apple, banana and a cup of cofee.

I had breakefast with my wife and daughter.
It had been very happy time.


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A Fool on THE WALL

There are many types of THE WALL. Each person has THE ORIGINAL WALL.
It depend on the experiences which incluede personality, charactor, knowledge, etc.
Knowing a person is understanding his/her wall.

In my case.
I felt sometime THE WALL under my feet.

It's mean....
I know the existence of THE WALL.
I have the MY OWN WALL my mind.
I try to communicate with others without THE WALL.
But I notice that I am sitting on THE WALL, or standing on THE WALL.

I am A FOOL ON THE WALL.
I shall break MY WALL.

The interesting peson.

At the Sunday morning, when I slept, my daughter Ayuko
came close to me and said "It's morning! Wake up! Let's play!"
But I was very sleepy, so was going on sleeping. Ayuko didn't
give up to let me waking up, and said "OKIBO-SAN, OKIBO-SAN!"
"What is OKIBO-SAN?" I started thinking about it, and realized
that She made a new word from "ONEBO-SAN"

I woke up with laughing.

She is great!

Consumption and Chance, Investment and Oppotunity

Person who spends money as consumption waits a chance coming.
He/She doesn't take a care of the instruments, the foods, himself/herself.

Person who uses money as investment makes a opportunity by himself/herself.
He/She take a care of the instruments, the foods, himself/herself.

The amount of money is not important.
For example, if a small bolt of a car is broken, the car will not work.
The inexpensive parts are important as same as the expensive parts.

The opportunity comes as a small matter at beginning.
It will pass through easily.

Old aged person must make and get the opportunities to live on.


This is summary of my talking.


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Interesting person

I learned about importance of to be a interesting person.
Everyone loves interesting person.
No one hates or attacks interesting person.
Now I am on the way to be interesting person.
It is simple, only doing interesting things, matter, therm, or etc. for me.
For example, learning, talking with other people, shopping, eating....

By the way,
I know two interesting people.
One of them is a man who is my student, another one is my daughter Ayuko.

Ayuko is three years old, and learning words.
Sometime she talks very very intereting words.

For example.
When I was going to leave home to go office,
she broght me her toys and said
"If you'd like, please keep this with you."
「もしよかったら、これ持っていって～」

When I said to her "I will buy a ice cream for you, but it will be tomorrow.",
she answered "That's no good."「それは困るなぁ」
She wanted to eat ice-cream immidiately.

Last night, when we, she and my wife and I, were going to sleep,
she said "We are taking three people, aren't we?." 「三人がかりやねぇ。」
She might be fighting with someone or something....

She is interested in learning and using the words.


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THE WALL

I think about "THE WALL" these days.

"THE WALL" is which almost all people have in their mind.
Some people know the existence of THE WALL.
But, some people don't know the existence of THE WALL.

THE WALL is built by their experience.
A man can understand the things or topic or thought inside THE WALL.

A person who knows the existence of THE WALL tries to break THE WALL.
Because he thinks that studying or learning or understanding is breaking THE WALL,
he thinks that when he can break THE WALL he can evolute,
he knows the pleasure of breaking THE WALL.

A person who doesn't know the existence of THE WALL tries to stay in THE WALL.
Because he thinks that he can understand everything,
or he is not interested in the topic which he can not understand.
Sometimes he says "Yes! I got it!", but he does not get it.
Sometimes he argues that the teacher is bad so he cannot understand the topic.

Yourou Takeshi , famous author, named THE WALL "Fool's wall",
and published the book which was titled "Fool's wall".

There are many types of THE WALL
It does not depend on which knowing the existence or not knowing the existence.

I am a "Fool on the Wall".
"Fool on the Hill" is the song of The Beatles.


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What I want to say.

My English teacher Ms. Otoda says to me,
"Do you have something to tell someone?
If you have what you want to say, it is very easy to speak English."

I have not had "the something(s)", but finally I find them!

They are .....

Not be moony!　ボーっとするな！

Don't stop the moving, keep on moving!　 固まるな！動き続けろ！

Feel it! Don't think of it! 　感じろ！　考えるな！


These are what I was said from my master.....

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Making me happy by myself

It's very very important ability to live on.

Many troubles and problems occur from the thought looking for something happy or fun in outside of "myself".

I decide to develop my ability of making me happy by myself.


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Warm Days

It has been very warm these days.
The tempareture was over 25 degrees at some place in Japan.
This is not usual.

However...
I researched the average tempareture of each 366 days of these thirty years at Osaka .
So, I found that the coldest days are begining of Febrary.
The average tempareture of whole of Febrary is lower than any other months.
But the tempareture is going to to be higher from arround the day of Risshun.

The tide fo Spring is "going to be higher" or "begin to move" or "stand up ans go ahead".


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Troubles in the right side of my body

I was pointed out that the right side of my body didn't move.
And I recognized it by watching the video movie of mine.

I have had many troubles in the right side of my body.
I injured my shin(すね) of right leg by car accident when I was university student.
I dislocated(脱臼した) elbow joint of right arm when I was high school student.
I had trouble at my knee joint of right leg when I was junior high school student.
I had a disease of liver when I was elementary school student.
I had a disease of right lung when I was kindergarten child.

My troubles in the right side of my body relate to my problems in public and private life.

I began to breeze using the right lung and stretch the right arm for changing the way to live.

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Haircut

I am happy now.

I visited beauty parlour to haircut yesterday.
My hair has been too long.

After cutting, every body says to me "You became goodlooking!"
My wife became kinder than before.
My heart became light, my body too.

I decided to keep my hair short.

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Waving Hands

I wave my hands from yesterday to release the tense of my body.
I am trying to do this as frequently as possible.

It's training for making my dream real.

So, when you see me waving hands, please don't ask "Why are you waving hands?".
But if you see me not waving hands, please ask "Why don't you wave your hands?".


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The Last Day

Today is the last day of the year that First Star has been in Core Place and the energy of year is 戊子. This year is very very special for me.

I will spend today as same as other days. Because I'd like to catch the message of this year, keeping my mind clam and neutral.

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Lyrics of Song

I am studying lyrics of song these days to catch the emotion inside words.
I found that I didn't understand the meaning of sentences.

For example, I read the lyrics of famous song which was titled " Can't take my eyes off you".
The first and second sentences of this song are below.

You're just too good to be true.
Can't take my eyes off you.

The meaning of these words are

I can't believe you are here or you are real existence,
because you are very very beautiful or wonderful more than any person who I met before.
So I can not stop watching you.

I thought the meaning of this song is "I was attracted by your beautiful eyes"
as for Japanese title of this song "君の瞳に恋してる”

I noticed the reason why I cannot sing a song well.



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Curing Teeth

I am very happy and fine, now.

Yesterday, I went to dentist.
The curing for my tooth has almost finished, finally.

I have had teeth troubles for these three years,
because I was not good patient.

My heart has been light and clear from yesterday.

Taking care of teeth is very very important.


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